4 month

if there is just 4 more month to be july
would you consider that a long time to you ?
four month can happen many thing
but can you be in a relationship but after four month you got to start to have a long distance relationship ??
and use this less then four month to make a strong foundation for your another half
and yes , that the problem that im facing now ~
if i'm really unlucky , there will be just four more month for me ~
altought singapore isn't that far ~
but still , who wont get worried ?
time is counting , cut down the sleeping time , assignment time , class , eat , and other balabalabala
actually is less then 2 month
and we are not even couple ~
so ?
this girl is the most special girl i ever met
she may not hot or really pretty maybe even a bit chubby
but she cute , funny and she got really really pretty eye
and deep in my heart , i feel i dont want to lose this special girl


so ?
hope that god will help me ~

DOMOKUN

let the valentine go with the flow

3 more day to valentine day .
maybe gonna still be single in that day ,
but !
who care , if i really need it , i would get it in past few year,
wont wait for 20 years ~
but!
currently im chasing mel
yeah , i really do have some plan for that day for long time .
but !
after both of us decided to let our relationship go with the flow
sigh ...
i decided to let it go with the flow too ,
but!
seriously it got a bit dissapointed , for her to let the relationship go with the flow
i cant ammited that thing is getting better
but !
is like u got ur meal d , but u havent get ur desert
still need the last finishing .'
that what im keep thinking for it . sigh ~
let this year valentine day go with the flow ba ~





wish myself good luck

last day in feb 5

there will be 1 week to be feb 5
that means i got 7 day , 168 hours , 10080 minute ,604800 second
to think im really ready to go intro this relationship
or being a jackass again ~

so is getting backward

after a day of thinking and a little chat
finally i found out thing is getting backward for me ~
or maybe
thing is getting forward , im getting backward ?

moving on or going back ?

yes this question has been stick wif me since i start to chase her
always feel thing is getting better but at the same time thing also going back
strange feeling .
naimo said that she also can feel that she got feeling on me
yes i also feel that , but dont know is juz me think too much or is obvious that how she act
every since starting chasing her , im try to keep my mind simple
and try not to think too complicated
but serious i cant ~
is juz the same feeling wif high school
yes i can feel she trying to move on , but im juz like a stone stunning there cant move
or maybe im just thinking too much again
or should i said : what the hell wrong wif me '
why always get stunned ??
am i to shy to talk ??
i try to say no , but the answer is yes
so this is moving on or going back ??
and i know if i dont try to slove this problem we will never going to be couple

so moving on or going back ? what your answer ??

^.^